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Wednesday, October 30, 2013

assignment... exam... i free from it~~~!!!


Today~~~!!! has mark as the day end of my first semester of my HIGHER NATIONAL DIPLOMA know as HND in short.... i done my exam... light a flying ninja! hahaha xD who said Electronic and Electrical Engineering is hard a... my first exam for the HND is great! ii did great this time... seriously... my lecturer not even give us any tips for exam... we are on our on in the battlefield...  i though i cannot survive... but still i alive.... still me! hehehe xD

i can said that HND is a hard program to attend... not to said... if you not hardworking enough you cannot pass this HND.... i though that it will be as easy as my foundation year... but its not... it is as hard as a degree program... it was fun to learn since it is all base of experience not from book... so i can said that... if you like challenge.... HND is a nice program to try.. if you are lazy... don't ever try it... you will die for sure... this program content a lot of stress... if you cannot manage it... don't ever think of trying it...

now then... exam had done and also i had pass up all my assignment and lab report.... i can rest like a whole day! oh ya.... i slept so long today... well... its an happy day for me this semester... the whole exam weeks was a stress for me.... not enough sleep... not enough eat... no even have enough rest....  oh~~!! i am so tired! hahaha xD

2 days again and i am back to my hometown... my land... my house.... my room and my lovely bed... all are waiting for me! and lovely parent and my beloved little sister are all waiting for my comeback... i have to be back as the childish sharon that they all know... bye then...
 

Monday, October 14, 2013

i'm not short, but i'm cute size!


hello everyone! nice to see you all again... i am back now... in Negeri Sembilan... back to college life now... back to my place as a student now.. >.< nothing good happen but i kinda feel happy a little bit... haha xD

hye! there too all the people that said i am short... NO! you are wrong! i am not short but my height is just too cute! since me myself is cute too! hahaha xD i am cute so do my size! hahaha xD
so don't blame me... for my height, i just happen to have the short height from my mother... well, my brother and little sister is tall since they take my dad height, although i not take the tall height but i take such a lovely face and also pretty face from my parent! thats why i am not feeling bad when i know i am short... it is just typical asian height! well at least next time, it won't be hard for me to find a boyfriend... hehehe xD my ideal type of boyfriend is that he have to be taller then me.. hehehe :D it will be fun so have one! hope so... 

Friday, October 11, 2013

i'm sorry... i closed my heart for you already!


life is unexpected right? you never know who will be with you and also left you.... it hard to have this feeling... i have one but then i just can keep to my self only... to you my crush.... i think you just a pass by for me... you just pass by my heart for this last 2 semesters.... and now i will totally forget about you... i will forget you.... i am so sorry a... it hurt myself when i think that my love to you cannot be reply... it hurt me in my heart... i hardly fall for someone but i don't know why i fall for you last semester.... maybe your leave is a sign for me that you are not for me... i just gonna give up on you only... you are just someone i use to love and just stay and be friend only... i will think you that you are just a friend to me.... its just a crush to me and a one-side-loved to me... sorry... i closed my heart that you once open and let it open that i closed it again....

i even said you in my prayer that, after this trip to Penang, if you ever change your way of seeing me and talking to me or even see me,... i will consider on waiting for you... but if all this not happen... then you are not for me... i will just forget about you and my feeling toward you... i put all this in God hand... if it is you He will show me a sign... but if it is not you, then He won't let you meet me when i am in Penang,.. thats is my deal with God... and i had know the answer, that you are not for me now... so... i just follow the deal i make with God.... sorry, my dear crush... i had give up on you... cause i don't want to get hurt myself and you don't even know my feeling toward you... i want to end my one-sided-love toward you... i am sorry... i had lock my heart for you again... i don't think you can open it again... i think it is for the other people other then you to open...

so for now...
goodbye, my crush~~~ i hope you are happy with your life now and stay healthy a... i will just see your happiness from far here... :D

Friday, October 4, 2013

i'm scare >.<


this is what i scare the most... well... falling for someone else... why? cause... i know that they will gone away from me sooner or later... i am really scare to falling in love from the beginning.. that is why i stay single for 19 years.. wow... thats seem a long time right... yeah... like what had written before in my other post "ideal type??" there had explain why am i stay single too... i am a very obedient girl.. haha xD sorry for the self-praising...

by the way, i never know that i will end up falling in love for someone else that i don't know whether he love me too... its a crush or can be said a one-sided love?! i crush on someone but he never know it.. its hard for me to see him leave last time but i have too... i have to stay strong and admit to myself, it is just a trial... can i meet him again? what will happen if i meet him? confess to him? will i be happy with it? will i be happy to meet him again..? will i still have the same feeling for him? or have i change? this is all the question that pass through my mind...

i may be happy and easy going at the outside, but deep inside my heart, i am lonely, sad and full of mysteries. i may be easy to read like an open book but i am full of mysteries. don't take me as if i am so weak... i am strong too... others look at me as if i am weak but the truth is i am not so weak. like other girl i am a weak creature that have soft feeling... easy to be hurt... i never been in a relationship before so i don't know how it would be like in that side of the world....
i am scare that i fall for other people again if the person i had crush on is not going to be my boyfriend cause i am scare.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

i am beautiful in my way! ^_^


i have confident in me... i don't care whoever said how i was... fat?? lazy?? overweight... ugly?? not so pretty... or whatever that is bad to hear... i don't give the shit out of your word... cause what i know... i am beautiful in my own way... i been create like how i am... but not the way that is like others... i am unique in my way... so for those who is bad-mouth about me... i so sorry.. i don't care or have the feeling on angry with what you all wanna said about me...

people.... pretty at the outside is not what make us beautiful... what is beautiful is you are beautiful in both inner and outer... pretty face don't last long but beautiful in our inner self last long... girls... just be yourself... you are beautiful in your way... just don't care what others told you how you look like or ask you to be like who you are not... please... i tell you that... you are perfect in a way who you are already be.. don't be like a plastic doll where it make you look like you are so cheap.. just be yourself and be around with those who know you for you and not those who think you are not the way you think... you beautiful in your way... just smile and happy cause.. smile make you look beautiful...